Letter Six

Dear Dylan,

So. I WAS going to put your partial letter here, but I decided against it and shredded it. I hated it. So...you get something completely new. =]

I'm not exactly sure of what to write. Everything I want to write really can't be put into words. Plus I've already tried to tell you everything I've wanted to tell you. Like that I'm really sketch and weird for writing two blog posts about you without even talking to you, and then you finding out later that I did do that because you read my blog and figured out pretty much instantly that it was you I was talking about...

Anyways, I am going to write about what I see in you because you want to hear it from me. So, here it goes:

In all honesty, I see a lot in you. And there is so much I'm not sure where to even begin.

-You are a great guy. You're the kind of guy a girl dreams about getting. Sweet, funny, polite...I mean, the list goes on.

-You are somebody I feel comfortable around. To me, I feel like I could look like I went to Hell and back 5 times in a row and you wouldn't care. I feel like I can tell you anything and everything, and you'll be there to listen to me.

-You are a great listener. Seriously.

-You're ridiculous.

-You're adorable.

-You make me feel really good about myself.

I'm not sure what else to say. I really don't. But at the same time, I feel like I'm nowhere near telling you as much as I want to.

As you know, you make me feel alive. And you make me feel beautiful when I'm around you.

That's why I'm not going to deny that when you tell me that, now.

I feel like the luckiest girl in Coronado when I'm walking with you. Whether we are just walking side by side or you have your arm around me, I feel amazing. My heart does gymnastics while I'm with you! That's crazy!

And it's ridiculous how much I like you. Seriously.

I like you so much that I'm afraid of admitting to myself how much I might possibly like you.

Ridiculous I am.

But you are too. So it's all good. =]

I'm glad I have you. I'm glad that you even talk to me. But really, what I've been trying to say pretty much this entire time is:

I think you're amazing. Absolutely amazing.

And I hope that you like being with me as much as I like being with you.

Sammy

P.S. I am crazy. I promise. =P